L.I.F.E

is for living

Sat on my bed for few hours,

lappy on my lap,

fingers hit keyboard for thousand times, include Backspace,

window media player played First Love again and again (repeat 100 times),

and i found myself very poor at writing THEORY.

*S.O.S*

Here's the Gilmore Girls...



Emily: You were on the phone?

Richard: Long distance.

Lorelai: God?

Richard: London.

Lorelai: God lives in London?

Richard: My mother lives in London

Lorelai: Your mother is God?

Richard: Lorelai...

Lorelai: So, God 'is' a woman.

Richard: Lorelai.

Lorelai: 'And' a relative. That's so cool. I'm gonna totally ask for a favors.

Richard: Make her stop.

Rory: Oh, that i could.



...and Lorelai is my all-time favorite!



A- for Japanese level 2...

ish~~~

aimed 4 flat but now... sigh

(call me greedy, i don't mind)

*scribbling*

Chapter 1
Morning- 2 pellets from me, not feeling joyful but relief instead. Yet, i doubt will my pellets perfect still after sinter at 1300 degree celsius. *crossing my fingers*

Noon- Labmates started to rebut furnace, mould and dies... Hmmm, sz was right, maybe we should write 'more apparatus are required' in progress report (under 'problems faced')

Afternoon- Continued with pellet again, i just need another one more! but failed =.=

So, gotta rearrange my plan for this week again, calculating the time and days i need for sintering (it take at least 44hours, buang massa betul =.=''') and what's the next thing i should proceed and when can i go home T.T

Chapter 2
Had i ever mentioned i went for doc because my big toe felt numb once? and the doc's prescription- vit.B12. After taking it for 2 weeks, thing turns slightly better but i felt numb still. Then don't-know-when, my heel felt numb too and Now, my thumb feel numb as well =.= Should i go for a better doctor or continue with my medicine?
Whatever is it, i don't have much time for this now, so skip~~

Chapter 3
Having a weird habit now- i love coffee, Nescafe Gold Classic (LS made me get addicted on this!) well, is not weird to get addicted with it but i love to take a cup of coffee at evening or at night and i sleep like a pig still. Not bad huh? lol!

Chapter 4
So glad to meet up with LS yesterday (well, except we shouldn't pick this place- KLCC, crowded =.=) we were looking for presents but i spot nothing and she missed a Swatch and gotta picked another watch. B.t.w, i was surprised how she shop at MNG. *salute* haha.
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...
..
.

ok, To Be Continued, wanna leave my desk for dinner!


p/s: ms.ailing asked me to write in Paragraph. So, is this acceptable? :p



Do not mess up!

*slap*



如果雨后总有天晴,

那我的天气还停留在

下雨天.

*撑着伞*


如果船到桥头自然直,

那我还在海中央

漂浮着

*划着船*



p/s: so sick of lab works!



I've some rubbish things wanna share...

Someone found a dead centipede in the lab. Looked like a prawn to you? nah... this is how a dead centipede looked after wash with acid and liquid nitrogen (seniors were freeeeeee =.=)


I always dream to have one. This is my cousin's, i remember how strict her teacher was when she can't remember the node correctly. It's about 10 years back... wonder is she still playing.


Another HP product at my home again. This is the cheapest one, i guess. RM99 ^.^


So, from the color of this picture, i suppose Sony Ericsson K700 is good for shooting too :p


SerYee and Darshini's fyp. Wonder how many mould they'd made and now they got their crucible. Congrates~~


SerYee's doll. Angel and i name it The Frog Prince, SerYee name it The Frog Princess. (let's get a poll! lol)


I'd barely highlight my note with more than one color, but Pemprosesan Bahan is the exception, Prof. Manson's writing is almost illegible!


I love this card. A handmade Congratulation card for ky.




I will kill whoever ask about my pellet

!



A chilly saturday night at Lookout Point

OOoopss

left one jagung

lol

---1a.m.---


your wallet, my purse

our phones

your key

&

finger

and

their table and chairs

:p


p/s: i will never forget the lesson of T-junction




well, we're making a step-it's just a baby-step, but it's a step

-To Kill a Mockingbird


Can't deny i thought of my fyp.

*sigh*

Put effort, everytime i press,

prayed, everytime i press,

hoping for a crack-free and perfect surfaces pellet.

Yet,

we're still failing.

So,

i do hope these are baby-steps.

my final hope...



p/s: tell me what's going wrong with the sample or the technique or there's something else?






...tired...





Fall in Love

with

Season 5


*addicted~*




Women are too excited to be rational

when things come to

SHOPPING.

And doubled,

when women see

SALES

!


*I am*




!

Fine!




*learn sin want me to blog this, hmm, but i turn it into this form (didn't bring my lappy home ma...) hehe*

Thank you for your birthday wishes...

learn sin, mun ping, ai ling, wei keat, alan, wei pien, lee fu, simon, fei li, kam yaw, choy eng, yen hong, soo yin, ser yee, darshini, angel, patrick, mohan, huan fen, ley peng, li herng, alex, choon siang, sisters, dad & mom and, last but not least You ^^



*update*

Received a birthday card from AIA
Posted to my house 2 weeks ago, and my mom suddenly remember it this evening.


well, an AIA's brochure is attached as well
=.='''




p/s: ok, hope i didn't leave out anyone... *thinking* *thinking*...



it's too HOT!

give me a seaside!



p/s: moody moody, screwed my 3rd paper up =.=



今天





天空



放晴的




*讨厌下雨天*


Oh, idiot!

read Faster!!


p/s: scolding myself.


Progress report on my final year project, in brief:

Title: CMR effect of Sr doping in PrMnO3

Student: Me=Saya=我=わたし

Conclusion:
- 6 samples to be prepared. Have yet produce any thus far

- Stuck at pellet pressing stage

- Not running any test yet (what to write in my real progress report huh?)

- What i learned:
How to clean every single apparatus perfectly (my labmates claim we can apply job as a cleaner =.=)

DO NOT apply nail polish at the days doing lab (large quantity of acetone are used)

DO NOT act pandai. Follow everything step by step, no skipping

Mentally prepared

Be patient

Grinding is torturing

No complain, it's my commitment to fyp




*** to be continue***

Rubbish List

- Found myself run out of time- fyp (whatelse!) T.T

- Must sing k during semester break (mping promise to bring me along this time. hehe)

- Shopping (of course la!....wait! fyp again =.='')

- Have to stay at Serdang for the next two months (why my home isn't any closer to my uni T.T)

- Have to study hard for final (seriously, i've been lazy around for the past few days. hehe)

- Need a lot of luck lately (maybe a wand work faster...hmmm)

- Hope something settled soon (*secret* :p)

- Give seaside a visit

- [Cont.] Probably snorkeling or diving as well =D

- Able to think properly and logically

- Must be immune from any negative thinking

- Last but not least, pay more & more attention to YOU :)


p/s: bullied by my phone today T.T

Melodies

speak

louder

than

words

I need a lot of lucks in this case- pellet pressing

9 try for today

and i did not even get one pellet done...

*sighing* + *crying* (cause running out of time)

So, wish me luck for the next 20++ pellets

*crossing my fingers*

My doggy...



*********

My teddy...



:)


When i finished my Ceramic&Polymer paper before this Raya break and done my report of the week, i told my coursemate:"Life seems meaningless without exam."

Immediately, she gave me this look ---> =.=''''

and of course, i was scolded :p

******

Once, i was taking LRT with mping, telling the similar stuff. A guy (middle age) turned and looked at me then i saw him smile (well, it was a bitter smile)

******

Well.... my philosophy of exams:

I miss exams when i've finished it. It remind me i've a target to hit, something to fight for. (energetic!)

yet, you can still find me complaining whenever exams are around the corner.

XD


Warning: this might gonna annoy you!

I'm too free!!
:p

My handwriting is illegible!

regardless

Roman alphabet,

Chinese characters,

or

Japanese characters!


=.='''

Everyone seemed busy lately.

Not only busy,

but stressed.

Same here.

Overcome this,

can we?



*Lots of things to deal with.
Can i complain?
No, cannot.*


Develop a new skill lately.

I listen to a drama,

instead of watch.

Thanks who?

my roommate lo

LOL

I'm a very poor liar

am I ?

If there's something i need to learn now,

that would be...

Care!

Watched The Strangers yesterday, at night, with some friends.

Horror movie, not my cup of tea,

but due to some other reason, i was there.

Movie started...

and i started cover my face with my hand too.

when it came to some horror part,

i'll ask Li Herng (he sit besides me) :'what happen?' 'the man died?'

'watch yourself la'

Hehe...

Basically, i was not watching this movie at all,

don't ask me how's the killers looked like (hmmm, i know they put their masks on, that's all),

don't ask me how's they kill the man and woman,

do not ask me any details about The Strangers.

Sounds like i'm wasting money huh?

haha, whatever....



p/s: A pretty lame movie

The other day, i was thinking about.....
Bungee Jumping

So,
i can
Scream
as loOOOOoud as i want,
as loooooooong as i could.

LOL!


p/s: tell me where can i've a bungee jumping, i'm serious.

You pray?
Why you pray?

I pray,
only when i'd give my best.

Does our brain's size determine how much can we memorize? I don't know.

My brain can't take in much information lately (oh, don't say i am old, i might younger than you. LOL)

So...

I wish i've a Pensieve, put all rubbish memories into it (oh, do i need a wand first?)

Too Harry-Potter?

Okay, try something actual...

A external hard-disk? or a memory stick? Oh, do i need a USB port in my body? (lol)

Or...

I need a brain surgery to enlarge my brain's size?
.....
....
...
..
.

ya, i am boring with my reading, allow me to write some rubbish :p

When you're busy with your life,
i wish i hear:
'I enjoy my life being occupied.'
from you

:)

I attended an interesting talk on Wednesday, it was a talk on final year project from a retired lecturer.
During the talk, he asked some students...

'what is your height?'
'156'
'156 KM? 156M?... Units are important in Physics'

'what is your weight?'
'74KG'
'Are you sure it is KG? your weight, not your mass. Your answer should be in Newton(N).'

'what cause you do not fall from your seat? It's Newton 3rd Law.'

'If you are ask to write a thesis on this pen, what can you tell?'
.....
....
...
..
.
We'd forgot the most basic and important rules and things in physics...

I remember my fondness for physics. Physics are absolutely logic and are approach our daily life, it fulfil my curiosity. But as time passing, i've forget the origin of my fondness, i don't apply physics in my daily life and my thought any longer, perhaps paperworks blind me...

Until very recently, i'm trained to think as a physicist again. And i knew i found the joy of learning physics again.

Sometimes, we might lost when we run after our goal, pause and think back what's the very original element move us this far.

I fall in love with physics once and my love will be carried on.


YY at Perak text me...
'Hey, i'll be back on 8th, let's go shopping together, i've a lot of things to buy and i miss shopping at KL.'
'oiks! ain't you should miss me than shopping?!!'

What kind of sister is this? I know i am a good shopping kaki for her but is shopping that impoartant? (well, i know shopping are girls' favorite) or these shopping center in KL are more attractive than those in other states of Malaysia?

KL is the center of everything huh? A convenient city where have most of the things/services you request, more choices for you to make, center of information, etc. Well, of course this city need more improvement in various aspects. But i bet most people who live in KL all these years would miss the town once he/she leave. And me too, a typical KL citizen who love the life in KL :p

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It's YY again...
'I saw Fossil's shop in Jusco here, OMG' (she's shopping at Perak now)
'=.=''' ' (uh hmm, Fossil can't have a branch at Perak ah? Oh sister, you are sooo cute.)

I notice friends love to play a joke on me these days...
He/She would say something where i'll usually shout: 'wow! is that true?' or 'really?! (where i believe in 99% of the statement)'

Then...
'nope, i'm lying.'
'oh yc, you believe in it?'
'like this you also believe ah?'
'yc, don't believe in people easily'
.....
....
...
..
.
Oh wait, do you think i take everyone at their word? Of course i don't. Let me tell you what, you are a friend and i trust my friends, and i've barely doubt a friend's word (of course, it does not means i can't disagree with you :p). So, it kinda make sense that i should believe in your word, am i right?

I'm not saying that it'll be no more joke on me, these jokes are still welcomed, i just wonder why it'd become a phenomenon(?)...

Hmm... what's Dr.Gregory House's favorite quote again?
"Everybody lies"

LOL

*leaving Matlab for a moment*

As i mentioned in my previous entry, i am taking Physic Computer now, a Matlab-based subject. Since i'm not following the subject from very beginning of the class, i guess i'm facing some problem now- can't catch up previous lessons and guess what? 1st test will be on next Friday (=.='') Ain't first test will only hold on 5th week? It's 3rd week now.. (according to UPM calendar, first tests are on 5th week). Wondering will i have enough time for studying. By the way, i haven't get the assignment done yet, it looked easier than Java (at the moment) but whenever i try to type something on the program, nothing come out from my mind, not even a variable or figure (or whatever) So, i guess my brain cells are dying or decaying... *laughing*...

Whatever it is, I will conquer Matlab. So, Matlab, Watch Out!

*Finish, back to Matlab*

Nearly get kicked out from Physic Computer class, Prof.Z gave me an unacceptable reason for stopping me attend his class (nothing personal, it's solely some disagreement on my pendaftaran for the subject).

Since i insist taking phy comp., i talked to both Head Dept. of Physics and his secretary (JH advised me to do so although i wasn't sure why should i talk to a secretary about this issue) for getting me into the class. Of course, i have my own reason why i should not be kicked out, i even try to get some statistical evidence to prove Prof.Z was wrong about his claims. Head Dept. of Physics said he'll talk to Prof.Z. So, i wait.

I heard a lot of comments about what i've done (that i did not discuss with Prof.Z again the next day after the issue and i went directly to the Head and his secretary) between times, they claim i might piss Prof.Z off because i did not save his face. They said something that he'll hold a grudge against me in the future (okay, it sounds a bit scary for me at that moment) but i wasn't really mind since i thought i should fight for my right, regardless the risk and consequences. (i guess i was too angry)

So, at the end of day, i am accepted to the class. The secretary called Prof.Z, said as long as i've register, i should not be kicked out (and i realized how powerful is the secretary now)

I felt bad about my attitude and my thoughts. I thought i will drop the subject even though i'm accepted (to show that i just wanna fight for my right). But i'm still taking the class now, JH said it's silly if i drop and i suppose he is right. And for now, i need to work my ass off to get a great result (good is not enough. lol)

p/s: It's okay if you don't understand what am i talking about. It's too complicated to explain it in words and i barely tell others what happened though. Simply wanna write it down here.

*At last, i have some time and connection to post this entry*


So, here come my second and third day spent on the island...
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I woke up at 7.30am and had a walk at the seaside before we took our breakfast at 8am, unfortunately i can't see dawn due to the geography of Salang beach.

Prepared for snorkeling after breakfast, which was scheduled at 10am. We rent 6 sets of masks, fins and life jackets for RM12 and wait for boat in front the reception. The first place of snorkelling was Genting Bay, everyone leave the boat the minute we reached there except mun ping and I, two girls who still figure out which will be the safe way of getting into the sea (jumping are so not us)... actually, i did not go for any snorkelling before, not even at Redang (i got panic when i was at Redang) So, i screamed and grabbed mun ping very hard the minute i got into water (i think she got panic because of me... hehe). The wave was strong and i hit the boat (ya, very good, my elbow still hurt). And then, don't know how, mun ping and i able to stay away from the boat and joined the rest. I grabbed whoever can help me stayed steady and at last, wei keat taught me snorkel and i stopped screaming eventually. Saw colorful corals and fishes in the sea, just like those we used to watch in National Geography. Anyway, lee fu claim that Redang's looked much colorful than Tioman's.

Left Genting Bay after ~40minutes of snorkeling and head to Coral Island beach- a place for swimming instead of snorkeling. So, mun ping and i stayed in the boat this time and had our lunch at the same time. Looh tchuin learned how to make an Ali Baba hair while dry his body for reapply sunblock. And we moved to our 3rd snorkeling place around 2pm. Malang Rock is deeper (40ft? i forgot) and the water is cold too. Mun ping went back to the boat after not long of snorkeling and i managed to snorkel all by myself this time *proud*. hehe (and i think i am addicted to snorkeling now. lol)

We went back to chalet after snorkeling. Took shower and had some chat and card games (again) before our dinner served. It was a BBQ dinner- fishes, sotong, chicken wing and fried rice (their fried rice is delicious). The funny thing was most of us don't eat fish, so it ended up that only wei keat and lee fu eating the fish (looh tchuin ate some, the rest of us didn't even touch it).

Went for some drink later on, 6 of us squeezed around a small round table. Wei pien was the very first one who get drunk. Evidence: he asked where's Alan when we back to our rooms (NB alan was not with us to Tioman) Looh tchuin drunk too. Lee fu and mun ping drank a lot of water- reduce the chances of having red and itchy skin the next day. Wei keat and i were planning for second round.

Woke up at 7.30am the next day and packed our belongings after breakfast. Took a photo of 6 of us in the guys' room (well, i don't understand why should we took the photo indoor instead of outdoor), returned kettles and keys, collect our packed lunch and we walked to the jetty. Took some photos at the jetty and the guys were busy testing their cameras. Board ferry around 10.30am (late, again) and it was another 2 hours boring journey back to Mersing, everyone slept in the ferry.

While waiting for bus at 1.30pm, we'd lunch at Mersing's jetty. Wei keat interviewed everyone about the trip and we challenged lee fu using the ladies' room (because mun ping went to the gents earlier. haha) He went eventually and had a lot of comments on the ladies.

Took our bus at Mersing bus station which located not far from Mersing jetty. The driver drove really slow (excuse me, it's highway!) and it took us around 6 hours back to KL.


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There's no cell phone connection at Salang village, i was about to turn off my phone. And guess what, i forgot to buy souvenir, my sisters just can't stop mumble but WHO CARES!

*After i realize i have so many rubbish to talk about, i decide to divide this post to few entries.*

Since the uncle claim wanna take legal action against me (sue me la) so i really think i should write something about Tioman Island myself.
Assuming you knew our itinerary at Tioman, i'll share my thought and feelings in these entries (as ailing said).
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The bus journey to Mersing on 30th June was awful, Mr.driver kept the radio turned on all the way from Puduraya to Mersing. The seat was uncomfortable as well. We had barely enough of sleep in the bus. Anyway, we reached Mersing safely at 4.30am (thanks God?)

Ferry to Tioman Island was scheduled at 7.30am, had to wait few hours before we board. So, we killed time play card (except mun ping, she don't know how to play this one). Of course, we were not gambling, otherwise, i lost my money before i reach Tioman. lol.

It took us 2 hours (ferry) before we reached Salang village- the village we stayed at Pulau Tioman- it located at northernmost point of the island. It was a raining morning, we walked to Salang Indah Resort's reception, paid the bill and collect our keys and kettles (collected some towels later on) before we walked to our chalets.

After settled down ourselves, we'd lunch at a restaurant. Played Scrabble (borrow from the restaurant) after our lunches served. Was the very first time i played such game, the rules and scores draw my attention to the game and i think i'm addicted to it now. lol

Anyway, i think we had had some nap after the lunch (okay, i forgot where and what were we doing after the lunch) and then decided go for jungle trekking around 3pm. So, five of us (wei pien enjoyed his time at room) went and ask the receptionist how's the jungle trekking things would be...

'ada jungle trekking di sini?'
'ada'
'perlu bayar berapa untuk setiap orang?'
'tak perlu bayar, jalan sendiri'
'har? kalau sesat macam mana?'
'tak akan sesat, ikut kabel elektrik itu saja'
'oooo...'

I thought i read something about GUIDE when i surf the net before we went to Tioman (never mind) and i can't believe none of us asked how long the journey will take us (which made me keep on mumble later on)

Anyway, we walked to the end of the seaside from our chalet and climb some steps to the edge of the jungle. The path was slippy, mun ping and looh tchuin quit before we walked further. So left lee fu, wei keat and i continued our journey to Monkey bay (route: Salang beach to Monkey bay)

After don't-know-how-long, we saw 2 girls (finally, there's somebody in the jungle) walked from the opposite way and told us that it'd took them 45 minutes walked from Monkey bay. And they saw a snake somewhere! (python? i forgot) Looked at what we'd brought with us: 2 umbrella, 2 cameras and a 500ml mineral water. THAT's ALL! Can't believe i go jungle trekking like i'm going for shopping...zzz. Since we were about half-way of our journey, we decided to move on... tears almost came out from my eyes when i heard there's snake. Nothing i can do except watched my steps (felt regret already for being so brave and adventurous)

After another don't-know-how-long, i was exhausted, the guys seem okay. I'd already ignored the snake thing (who cares!) and the only thing in my mind was 'get me out of this jungle!'. Kept on walking and walking, we saw some giant rocks, amazed me! Unfortunately we didn't take any picture of it, too busy to catch the journey.

Finally, we reached Monkey bay after ~1hour 30minutes. You can't tell how excited I was! There was nobody run any resort business (or any other business) at the bay but there are some pondok built solely for stay-a-night purpose for those who trek at the island. The seaside is okay, better than salang village's. We stayed about 30minutes at the bay and had to rush back to Salang beach before sunset.

Since it's a bay and nobody live there, don't expect there's any boat or ferry (or whatever transport) took us back, which simply means we'd to walk back, go thro' all the path again! My tears almost came out for the second time and i kept on mumble for not to walk back. Luckily lee fu found a stick which made my journey back to Salang became easier and the very first thing we did when we reached back Salang was look for 100Plus. I did not faint throughout the journey although i looked dying (just in case that someone tells you any other version of the jungle trekking than this one. lol) Anyway, it was an amazing journey and i 'll still can't believe i made it!

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while waiting for us back from jungle trekking, mun ping and looh tchuin spent time at the seaside and went for swimming in late evening. Took our dinner at 7pm, the restaurant is facing seaside, so we able to see sunset while having dinner (but it was a cloudy evening). That's a lot of cats at the island, everywhere, not to mention the restaurant too and they love to 'disturb' us while we'd our meals. Mun ping learned to sit with her leg cross on her seat for 'avoiding' those cats. Cats loves wei keat the most and lee fu the least.

After dinner was another round for card game and UNO. The guys were really 'good' in teaching mun ping and i played UNO and caught us for forgot saying 'UNO'. Devil...

That's all for our first day spent at Tioman Island :)

Went to Tioman Island on 1st July, sorry for late entry, been busy preparing things for new semester...
Anyway, too lazy busy to blog this...so, i just copy and paste (+ edit) from wei keat's blog :p
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30 June 2008, 11.30pm
Depart from Pudu by Transnational Bus to Mersing...

1 July 2008, around 4am
Arrive at Mersing Jetty
Waiting for ferry which so-call to depart at 7.30am... so while waiting, those Gamblers start to itch their hands...
There some who is sleeping though... actually only 1 (mun ping)... anyway, we then have our breakfast nearby and I bet Mr. Looh Tchuin is still angry about the issue that he was cheated by the shop owner 50 cent...

around 8am, we take the ferry & reach Tioman Island around 10.30am... we port at Salang Jetty and head towards our "hotel" (Salang Indah Resort) to check-in...

The Salang Jetty...

well... our "Hotel"...

After Check -in and rest, we have our lunch nearby... and after lunch, guess what? Yupe... another rest of course... then some adventurous people suggest to have a jungle tracking... so we depart with 5 people (lee fu, wei keat, mun ping, looh tchuin and me) heading towards the starting point... after some staircase, comes the jungle track. And believe it or not, just after awhile... maybe less than 5 minutes? 2 out of 5 people (mun ping and looh tchuin) gave up and return... well, the 3 left over "still-adventurous" people continue their long long journey into the deep jungle... (regret yet i enjoy)

Victory...

well, there's another aunty (me) following us actually, stress out and tired, sweating totally... luckily she made it back with no major troubles....

This is what you'll see at the end of our tracking journey...

Dinner at night... seafood dinner (that were a lot of cats at the restaurant...zzz), and after that some rest and gambling continue in our room.

2 July 2008, 10.30am
After breakfast, we depart from our "Hotel" by boat, heading to Genting Bay for 1st snorkeling
Then Coral Island beach for some rest and lunch

And finally Malang Rock (deep!) for the last snorkeling.

After some rest, we have our dinner at night... seafood BBQ dinner (fishs, sotong, chicken wing and fried rice)... after that we went to drink liquor (wei pien and looh tchuin drunk! and i was sober, more like i'd coffee instead of alcohol. lol) and went back to our room...


3 July 2008
Well, nothing much actually for the next day. Wake up, breakfast, check-out... then we take a ferry back to Mersing and Transnational bus back to KL (lee fu, looh tchuin and i kept playing card on our way back to KL. Blame the driver, he drove too slow~)... reach around 7pm at Pudu and take KTM back to our respective home...

-END-

For more photos: Tioman Island Vol.1, Tioman Island Vol.2

p/s: Thanks wei keat.

Back to UPM again on Sunday afternoon. Shop and pack my belongings a day before, messy day. And i realised mom and dad had spent a lot on me and my sisters for university stuff...

After my leaving, there will be only my parents at home on weekday since YY is at Perak and ywen at UPM (too) now. I always wonder how's life would be for my folks when we left...

The dinner I had on Friday night with friends was good, i just can't believe our holidays end... Maybe i need a slap on my face. *slap* *slap*...

Classes are officially started today. Hope everything will be good. Will look for my superviser later, discuss about my final year project (seriously, why should i do this on my first day?)...

Anyway, it's another new semester... stay cool!

Paint on a wall of a building, Art or Vandalism?

If you...

Paint on a wall -->Take a picture of the painting -->Erase the painting -->Paint on the wall(again) -->Take picture of the painting (again) -->Erase the painting (again)

And, repeat these steps as many as you want...

Guess what? This (MUTO a wall-painted animation by BLU) is the result you'll get.


p/s: Also, go Here

I remember a coursemate of mine asked:

"have you ever ride a motorcycle?"
"noooo...why?"
"i think people live in KL especially girls don't ride a bike."
"wait... i know how to ride a bicycle."
"ya, but you never been on a motorcycle"
"...ok-lo..."

So, I don't know how many girls in KL never ride a motorcycle but i'm one of them. But hey, does this matter? For me, it's kinda logic i never ride a motorcycle...

1. my family don't own a bike
2. my cousin won't take me along cause i was too small
3. it sounds dangerous (specify: it's a city with cars and lorries anywhere anytime)

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Never play in a rain before, parents never allow. Will get sick easily wor...
by the way, i hate raining when i am outdoors

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Never play firework too, i don't know why either. Maybe...

1. i don't have any brothers
2. explosion scare me (lol)

but i love firework, viewing from far away...amaze me, always

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There are hundred/thousand/million of things i never try before, will i try it in the future? Maybe yes and maybe no.


And here, i do these during my holiday...

shopping window-shopping (everywhere!)

reading

dramas and movies (chinese, english, japanese)

MSN-ing

work (wait... i work 6 days out of 2 months. I work?)

a Tioman plan (=spend most of my days surfing the net)

karaoke

hang around with friends

hang around with sisters

sleep and wake up as early as i could (fail)

badminton (no improvement at all)

try to forget i've a final year project to catch up

think (=some brain's cell exercise)

busybody :p

listen

get upset

try to stay cheerful

be cruel
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bla bla~~

And now school is going to reopen,

and i need a TIME MACHINE

Blue,
after the morning news.
Wish i could lock myself in the room,
cancel everything for the rest of the day.

Nope, I did not.
I have fun indeed.

At the end of the day,
my anger gone,
my jealousy gone.

And i realized that those decisions i'd made,
were part of these consequences.
I blame no one.

I chose to live a better day.

Re-watched Death Note: The Last Name. And finally, i get what the story mean. lol. Anyway, saw an interesting dialog.
Soichiro Yagami (Light's father): "It's true that the law isn't perfect because the law is created by people that aren't perfect themselves."

So, my result for 4th semester released last night. I hardly rest myself after checked the result. Don't get me wrong, the results are okay. Indeed, it's satisfying (everyone told me so). What worry me was the pendaftaran kursus thing =.= (gosh! this is really annoying) I gotta save myself a place for Japanese level 2 but the bloody system was not working and lost all my previous data! =.='' Do not ask me go through the registration again.
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Most of the grade are as expected such as Analysis Method (do not expect my lecturer give 0.1 mark extra), Japanese (sorry guys, i got A... hehe). I was hoping that i can score in Material, so my dream come true ^^. Analog and Semiconductor were accident, very blur~ indeed. Last but not least- Quantum, one word for all- speechless.

Conclusion: I deserve to get this result after the bloody-tiring 4th semester.

To my dearest desktop, I've some messages and complains on you since you cannot work properly as I(or my sisters) asked.


Firstly, one of your partner- speakers quit all of a sudden. My laptop test on it, nothing wrong at all! So, if you guys are having any disagreement, please settle it asap. I miss Window XP's sound (okay, i lie about this).

Secondly, another partner of yours- modem loves blinking its eye so much (keep disconnect itself). It should stare instead of blink. And why the hell this problem rise during my semester break? It did the same thing on my previous one.
and tell me how to solve this.

Thirdly (oh, just wanna inform you), your babysitter- active virus shield quit. It's just the fact that our contract is going to be expire. So, i got you a new one named KIS. By the way, it's a trial version... just wanna protect you from being attacked for temporary. Child, behave.

Desktop, don't go sick, please. I'm begging. T.T

I'm a Scorpio baby and these are what my horoscope said about me. Let's see how accurate it is. (check yours)

Scorpio: Positive Qualities
You exert your power in subtle way. You're the person pulling the strings above the stage, where no one can see you, yet you're in complete control. (agree...) You know you have a natural dominance-not leadership per se, but quiet control-and you take pride and pleasure in seeing its effect on others. You notice that the opposite sex is naturally attracted to you: You notice that other people find themselves acquiring your habits, or your point of view (lol! are you kidding me?!) You've learned early on that you can't control everything- that's impossible- so you limit your scope to the few areas in which you can excel. (i bet everyone know this when you're at my age)

Secrecy and control go hand in hand here, so any problem that needs solving, any mystery that is begging to be unraveled, is your baby (sort of) You discover gossip, for instance, before everyone else this is just because you're extremely curious (nodding) You'll take apart a radio just to see how it works (in this case, radio is not a good example), you'll explore a cave to see where it goes, or you'll follow a trail to get to its source.

Hard work is second nature to you (yup!), and if you're the controlling force, watch it world, you'll blow it open. Even if you fail, you can still start over- that's Pluto, able to reach very deep into the system and retool it.

Scorpio: Physical Qualities and Activities
You know you're vulnerable there- it's the well of your passion- so you don't share it with just anybody, and that's also why you're so restrictive of your deepest secrets. (i've to agree with this)

You're really not an athlete, or all that inclined towards recreation. But you do love a dare. Anything that pushes the limit of danger gets your blood flowing- and not just faux danger, like bungee jumping, but real danger- riding a motorcycle at 100mph on a windy mountain road, for instance, or scuba diving into shark- infested waters. (i'll think twice)

Scorpio: Trouble Areas
You are intense, and you know it. You have a deep well of passion and will, but if you don't get your way, you could explode like a volcano. (hmm...yup) A Scorpio rage is a rage that can blast everything in its path, including itself. This is why control is so important to you: it's for you own good, and everyone else's as well.

So you restrain yourself. You hold back your true emotion deep, deep in the well. Oh sure, you make the appropriate social response when needed, but it's either fabricated or just a hint of the real you, a drop or two from the well (correct). People are attracted to you for the deep passion- it's often a challenge for them to get to know you so well they find the key that unlocks the floodgates.

Scorpio are also thought to be preoccupied with death. It is certainly a sign with a dark nature, but in real life no Scorpios have ever been found to be more depressed or suicidal than others. (haha) You enjoy life as much as everyone else, but you are somehow more aware of mortality.

You are instinctively suspicious, because once you place yourself in the control room, you have to defend it. And, curiously, your defense mechanism is just as secretive as the rest of you. You'll use your powers of manipulation and investigation to create an aura of fear and fascination- that always works.

By no means will you ever leave yourself open and vulnerable. You have to hold something back, or else you'd be giving up control, and that simply is unthinkable. You will therefore share the deepest part of yourself only with select trustworthy few. (yup!)

Scorpio: Love and Relationships
Because you have an innate understanding of secrecy and power, you have to be careful of jealousy in your relationship. You can be quite trustworthy when you're happy, but when you suspect some wrongdoing, watch out (that's true. hehe) Pity the poor soul who makes you an enemy, and you yourself will agonize over such a state. Cultivate the traits that will make you more open and trusting, and just as importantly, choose the partner most suited to you.

Scorpio: Financial Profile- Occupations
You are well-suited towards rising to the top of the corporate ladder because of your unique need to control. Your best path is by a combination of hard work, keen maneuvering, and working your subtle power magic. Your investigative abilities will tip you off to opportunities and strategies before everyone else, your suspicious nature will help you ward off the competition, your dark suits will demonstrate that you fit the bill, your powers of manipulation will get you in the right doors at the right times, and in between all this you'll work ceaselessly to prove you're the controller, not the controlle. (no comment)

Outside the corporate structure, you are well- suited for a career in police work, detection (ya! i love this >.<), or intelligence (all of which make use of power, secrecy, curiosity and danger) like Mata Hari(?), as well as medicine (particularly research).

Accuracy: 85/100

*This is an outdated entry*

19th May- Yup! It was Fei Li's birthday. We were msn-ing when time passed 12am, i drew her a cupcake. It took me some time to draw it, my drawing was poor! I leave her after a short chat since she had an exam the next day (she'd been struggle to understand the subject). Promised to make up a birthday celebration for her when the exam's over.

24th May- LeeFu's birthday. I sent him a birthday sms 6hours earlier. So, i accidentally became the first one who wish him 'happy birthday' (*proud* haha) He had a lot of requests for his present, no sms (i'd just did it), no mineral water (hey, this is mping's style la), no Friendster testimonial (i won't write either), no rock with name (hahahaha!), etc.

25th May- Went to 1Utama. Planning the birthday celebration while window shopping, wei yee and choy eng came out the idea of making birthday's card when we saw some cute stuff at MPH. Bought some papers from Craft Haven. Was my job to transform those papers and materials became cards.

27th May- After several postpone, we (choy eng, suet mei, wei pien, simon, mun ping, lee fu, wei keat, wei yee, fei li and i) agreed to have their (leefu and feili) birthday celebration at Secret Recipe, Metro Prime. It's a small shop, we'd to wait some customers leave before we managed to squeeze into a table... then, started writing down our dedication on the cards and i noticed the cards were too small, everyone had so much to write!... and then, present time! (well, i means b'day cards)- feili was our representative, hand over leefu's birthday card to him, and the opposite.


After they read the dedication:
choy eng- wrote a lot (i thought she was writing an essay.lol)
suet mei- has the most beautiful handwriting (agree!)
myself- have a very bad handwriting (i admit)
what else? (*feel free to add in any*)

It was a joyful night, hope you guys enjoyed.

*for more photos, go Here


p/s: a special thanks for ywen for provided me ideas on making the cards.

YY received offer from Matriculation a month ago, went to Gopeng, Perak 2 weeks after that. Spending a year there from now onwards.


After received the offer, she quit her job and start preparing documents (sijil bla bla~) and been busy shopping for cloths (it's really take times to find something fit on her) and some other stuff. She'd been fully-booked all the time, I only managed to spent a day with her before she went to Perak, had lunch at our favorite coffee shop- San Francisco Coffee at Lot10 (okay, the foods might not delicious but we love the environment!)

Didn't go Gopeng with her on her first day, parents were accompanying her, helping her to get things done (mom said she's the least independent daughter... it's a compliment for ywen and me :p)

YY came back after her first week at Gopeng(orientation week). A lot of stories from her, sounds familiar to me (ahh, not much difference from those i heard from friends and coursemates). Spent her weekend shopping for cloths again, most of her cloths were not approved.

She came back again on last Friday. Spent the night chatting with her as we never meet each other for the past 10years. Shop for some books with her the next day. She started seeking help from ywen and i at night when she had problem solving those mathematic questions. those questions are easy!
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Kinda miss her after she leave the house. I lost a jogging partner, shopping partner, somebody to talk with, somebody to quarrel with, somebody who always have different opinion with me, somebody who always provide me information, somebody who i always laugh at....

YY, my Looked-arrogantCool sister

My sister has been teaching Standard 4 students for 2months, i saw some test papers she bring back few days ago. It was kemahiran hidup. Check this out!




As you can see, all question 48, 49 and 50 request are name & use of the drawing.







And these are some students' answer:
1.
name: fork
use: eat noodles
comment: Come on, it's Kemahiran Hidup.

2.
name: scissors
use: *can't understand the sentence*
comment: Does it looked like a scissors??

3.
name: cloth
use: cloth
comment: what answers are these??

4.
name: don't know
comment: omg, kids~

5.
name & use: *cannot understand at all*
comment: are my Chinese too poor?

6. This is my favorite ^^
name: wood
use: diguna oleh orang mati
comment: i laugh my head off!

7. Perhaps this is better.

I swear i did better than them when i was at their grade.


p/s: sorry for blur photos.

If you can make decision on this, when do you wanna stop living?

Leefu said there's a website where you can find out how long you're going to live base on your lifestyle, habit, etc (sounds make sense. well, it's better than fortune-teller, right?) Accuracy? don't know. Personally, i am not interested in knowing when will i pass away, but if i can decide when will i stop living, i would choose not to die at my old age (by old, i means 60++)

I recalled one of my home tutor ask me the same question when i was in F5. I told her i would love to live longer but she gave me an opposite answer without any further explanation. Seriously, the answer was kinda unexpected, why could a woman wish to die at her young age? i don't get it. It was the first time i come across this question.

The same question crossed my mind few days back, i've a different answer. And now, i get my home tutor. I suppose that's nothing wrong with stop living when you're still young.

That's many reasons why i don't want die at my old age but sorry, i'm not going to write out here. It might sounds like i encourage commit suicide. haha. Anyway, let me tell you one of my favorite reasons: I want peoples cry at my funeral instead of saying: "she's old, it is a release for her and her family."


p/s: again, i'm not encouraging suicide! don't sue me.

What will you do when you misplace your belongings?

It's pretty easy if you misplace you mobile, all you need to do is just make a call to 'yourself'', but what if you misplace some other stuff, said, a key? You can't use another key to 'call' your key, can you?

I used to have this key-calling-key idea (or whatever-calling-whatever) whenever i misplace something (silly?). Well, let's do some modification since key (said, key) is not a communication tool. How about each belongings of yours hold a frequency and you'll have a frequency detector. Whenever you wanna look for your stuff, adjust the frequency detector (either you know what 's the frequency of the stuff is or you just keep on trying until you find it) your stuff will give you a signal when it has the right frequency. Same as how's radio function.

Anyway, that's the idea came to my mind this afternoon since my brain is pretty free. lol. Yet, in my opinion, when you misplaced your belongings, the most important is- Stay Cool still. Pretty easy isn't?


Ok, since i'm free, so i think it should be ok for me to spend a day at Singapore, small trip only, went with my sister & mom.

Went to Singapore by coach, departed at 11pm from Puduraya. Can't have much sleep in the bus because i'd used to sleep at 2am nowadays. So, when the bus reached Johor Bahru at 3.30am, i felt sleepy but gotta kept myself awake :s

Rain, right after i crossed Malaysia-Singapore border. Sis complained that it's always raining wherever she go for her interview, so i blame her for came along with us :p (actually, i was the one who tumpang in this journey. My sister was having an interview at NUS)

Took a cab to National University of Singapore (NUS), it was still every early in the morning, 7.30am only. Walk around at School of Design and Environment & Faculty of Engineering then kill time at McDonald(McD in campus is a little surprise) until the interview started at 9.30am. Had lunch at the nearest canteen with my sister & mom at noon then joined wei pien while my sister wait for her next interview section.

Wei pien showed me around NUS after his lunch. NUS's museum is amazing (well, because i did not find a museum in UPM), the staff was kind as well. He kept telling us what the museum have and talked about the artists and their works too (i kept nodding only... haha) Walk around Faculty of Engineering, Faculty of Science, Library, University Culture Centre, then the place where wei pien used to have his choir practice (pien, what was it again? hehe), etc. It was a nice walk since it was a windy afternoon.

Joined my family again before we head off wei pien's hostel. Gosh! His place envious me, i wish i can stay in a hostel like his too! Anyway, i don't think any local university in Malaysia will provide such hostels. So, forget about it.

Leave NUS, went to Tanjong Pagar railway station purchase our tickets back to KL (Please do not ask me: 'why train?', the ladies agreed with it, i did not). Then we had window shopping at Vivo City and Harbour Front. Wei pien and I were about breaking our legs after walking here and there, tired.

Went back to the railway station again with my family around 8pm, wait to board the train at 9pm. The journey back to KL was awful! There was a family (in a big gang- children, adults and grandma) sat around me, the children were making noise once they board the train but the adults seem have no intend to stop/warn them :s Somemore, a little girl thrown a bottle to the seat next to me (it was an empty seat, luckily) and i ignore her wish to take back the bottle intentionally (devil. haha!) Then one of the little boy missed when passengers board the train again at checkpoint (no worry, they found him after awhile and some 'lecture' was given) Children were tired making noise and at last, they went to sleep. Yet, another disaster struck, a few-month-old baby girl kept crying for at least 30mins (i put my MP3 on and turn the volume up) Luckily the family get off the train at somewhere south of Johor, i'd a better journey after that.

Reached KL Central at 9am the next day, spent 12hours in the train and now the ladies said no more train. lol.


p/s: wei pien, thanks for your time for showing me around NUS, i know it's pretty bored to walk at your own campus like a guest :p

Before my mom went out on yesterday morning, she asked if she need to prepare anything for my lunch, i said never mind since she seems to be rushing (i bet i can get something to eat in the kitchen at that time)

When noon approach, i felt hungry. At first, i thought can ask my sister buy me lunch while on her way back from work but then i recalled that she will only be back in the evening =.="... So, i went into kitchen and look around for foods. After few minutes searching, i found nothing but biscuits only (plain biscuits somemore T.T) Sigh, mom's kitchen really weird, sometimes. Since biscuits looked 'dry' so i think maybe i should cook maggie mee. Look around, maggie mee pun tak ada?! Don't feel like eating anymore...

Actually, if i found maggie mee in the kitchen, i still don't think i will cook. Why? It's simply because i don't use gas stove, UNLESS i've no choice. I've got a phobia of turning on the stove (laugh? go ahead). People will say: 'just turn it on, it won't burn you up', yea, i know how is it operate too but whenever i try to turn on, it will take me thousand times of turning before i succeed. Then here comes my 2nd problem, whenever it's turn on by me, i will check on the kitchen every few minutes (sometimes, i just sit in the kitchen). Worry that fire will blow out by wind and followed by an explosion in the kitchen (too sensitive and too much imagination, i know) But i am definitely ok with turning off the gas stove, not a problem for me (*proud* <-- don't know what to proud for)

Now, basically, i barely have contact with stove (except turn it off). Whenever i need it, i'll ask my sisters do it for me... hehe. Yet, I think i'll overcome this phobia in the future.